Things can suprise you!

Just had my essay back, and i passed! How wierd and shocking is that? do you think that could be a sign that this course is right for me? (please i hope not) hehe! But it means now that its going to be harder to get out of it! Everyone will be so proud! The funny thing is my personal tutor said to me, " is this you really writing? have you used someone elses work?" how bad is that? Am i that bad! oh well, what to do now? so many decisions! should i listen to what my hearts saying or should i listen to other people and just be unhappy? anyone????