R.I.P lola the lizard! miss you already
how do you surrender and tell the person who loves you the most that you dont know why you cant spend any time with them?
anyone?
Tuesday, 13 September 2011
Wednesday, 7 September 2011
Decisions, decisions, decisions
Do you think things get any better?
or
Do you think things are bad bad bad and then get better?
anyone????
Well ive had the 2 bad days, compared to other problems they are not the worst days but they are pretty bad.
My backs not great again :( but dealing with that is better than other stuff.
My car is back down the garage, and is going to cost another £200 which is half of what i bought it for. Being a grown up and having to grow up im finding is really difficult.
My hours have dropped in work and i got a holiday to start saving for and paying off.
Why does bad allways come at the same time, I wish it would just spread its self around the year and not come in one lump.
Or maybe its just me having about 4 lump loads of bad in one year. Who knows???
Last night i went to my bible study group and we were talking about decision making and how the will of God is split up in three parts
1.Providential
2.Moral
3.Personal
1.Gods going to do this no matter what, these are things that he just does because hes God, Its not dependant on anything we do. He accomplishes it through men and women.
2.These are gods commandments, the stuff we know are right and wrong for us.
3.Personal things, our own decision, our own choices we have to make.
The whole point of this is that if we get familiar with the providential (1) will of god and be obident with the moral part (2) the the easier your personal (3) choices will become.
I really enjoyed this study by Andy Stanley and im really going to try and do these things.
I would really like anyones prayers at the moment on my life, and just help me to look for wisdom in the rough times im going through.
Over and out :)
or
Do you think things are bad bad bad and then get better?
anyone????
Well ive had the 2 bad days, compared to other problems they are not the worst days but they are pretty bad.
My backs not great again :( but dealing with that is better than other stuff.
My car is back down the garage, and is going to cost another £200 which is half of what i bought it for. Being a grown up and having to grow up im finding is really difficult.
My hours have dropped in work and i got a holiday to start saving for and paying off.
Why does bad allways come at the same time, I wish it would just spread its self around the year and not come in one lump.
Or maybe its just me having about 4 lump loads of bad in one year. Who knows???
Last night i went to my bible study group and we were talking about decision making and how the will of God is split up in three parts
1.Providential
2.Moral
3.Personal
1.Gods going to do this no matter what, these are things that he just does because hes God, Its not dependant on anything we do. He accomplishes it through men and women.
2.These are gods commandments, the stuff we know are right and wrong for us.
3.Personal things, our own decision, our own choices we have to make.
The whole point of this is that if we get familiar with the providential (1) will of god and be obident with the moral part (2) the the easier your personal (3) choices will become.
I really enjoyed this study by Andy Stanley and im really going to try and do these things.
I would really like anyones prayers at the moment on my life, and just help me to look for wisdom in the rough times im going through.
Over and out :)
Monday, 5 September 2011
WOW!
Wow, what a wild couple of months! I used to enjoy coming on here and just writing what im thinking, it can help me figure things out. When you got so much going on though its hard to get time to come on here, but im back and letting everyone know what ive been up to :)
I've started a ladies night in Bethel and it has gone amazingly, we had Rachel English speak in the first one and it was fantastic. Chains were broken and the place was on fire. The second Ladies night was also brilliant we had Flora Graham speak and it was just as good as the first one and so many ladies came to that. I have organsised one now in October on the 8th so please if you read this and seem interested, its on the 8th in Bethel Baptist Church Pontyclun be amazing if you could make it.
Ive also had 2 opportunites to lead in bethel which has been just awesome and I cant wait for more opportunites. Theres so much more but i dont want to bore you on my first time back in here in a while.
Wow i feel good already about this hehe
I've started a ladies night in Bethel and it has gone amazingly, we had Rachel English speak in the first one and it was fantastic. Chains were broken and the place was on fire. The second Ladies night was also brilliant we had Flora Graham speak and it was just as good as the first one and so many ladies came to that. I have organsised one now in October on the 8th so please if you read this and seem interested, its on the 8th in Bethel Baptist Church Pontyclun be amazing if you could make it.
Ive also had 2 opportunites to lead in bethel which has been just awesome and I cant wait for more opportunites. Theres so much more but i dont want to bore you on my first time back in here in a while.
Wow i feel good already about this hehe
Monday, 9 May 2011
Hillsongs new album aftermath is amazingggg ......... listen to it!
Track 1,2,3 fantastic :)
Just been to the hillsong ladies colour conference, and it was amazing, God challenged me loads! it is wild!
Things are going okay with me at the moment, I'm still in the cave but i have a job :) and god is really moving in my life :)
I've started a ladies night in Bethel so if you are reading the next one is june 25th at bethel baptist church pontyclun and it starts at 7.15pm with flora graham speaking, be awesome if you could make it!
:)
Track 1,2,3 fantastic :)
Just been to the hillsong ladies colour conference, and it was amazing, God challenged me loads! it is wild!
Things are going okay with me at the moment, I'm still in the cave but i have a job :) and god is really moving in my life :)
I've started a ladies night in Bethel so if you are reading the next one is june 25th at bethel baptist church pontyclun and it starts at 7.15pm with flora graham speaking, be awesome if you could make it!
:)
Wednesday, 30 March 2011
Im back :)
Well im guessing by the title you know that im back :) Im hoping everyone who does get a chance to read is all good and everythings going good with them.
Sorry its been a while guys but i only just realised how bad things have been going in my life, and how so much have changed. I also realised last night that im in a cave and have been for a while, and how im not going to be getting out of it anytime soon, and to be honest with you im quite okay with that.
Just to keep everyone updated, i've taken a year out of uni just to get my feet on the ground and see what it is that god has planned for me. I'm looking for any type of job at the minute, so if anyone does know of any, let me know :). Even though so many things have happened in the past 3 weeks, the person i am coming out of all this mess, never went in as strong as she is now :) and i ave god to thank for all that.
You will never know god is all you need, till god is all you have! Being in the cave means that really you have failed, but if you really think, god has done his best works in caves, you have a chance to be honest with god, every time you make mistakes you learn something from it. So the more mistakes you make, the more you'll learn and the more you won't make those mistakes again.
I just pray now that if your in a cave at this point in your life, dont stress about it too much, focus on god, and never take your eyes off god, trust him all the time and youll be out of that cave before you know it
Sorry its been a while guys but i only just realised how bad things have been going in my life, and how so much have changed. I also realised last night that im in a cave and have been for a while, and how im not going to be getting out of it anytime soon, and to be honest with you im quite okay with that.
Just to keep everyone updated, i've taken a year out of uni just to get my feet on the ground and see what it is that god has planned for me. I'm looking for any type of job at the minute, so if anyone does know of any, let me know :). Even though so many things have happened in the past 3 weeks, the person i am coming out of all this mess, never went in as strong as she is now :) and i ave god to thank for all that.
You will never know god is all you need, till god is all you have! Being in the cave means that really you have failed, but if you really think, god has done his best works in caves, you have a chance to be honest with god, every time you make mistakes you learn something from it. So the more mistakes you make, the more you'll learn and the more you won't make those mistakes again.
Wednesday, 16 February 2011
What to do next??? Are you in the boat?
My day was lets say... very interesting. I went to see a car today which could be my new car, just waiting back to here. Went to an interview which went good, if i was in the right place, and also got another interview in line :). Both of these interviews are for completley different types of work, but we'll see which one i get :)
Wanted to share some stuff with you guys that i was doing last night in our kerith group (house group, study group) If you would like to turn to Matthew14 vs 22-34
Basically what you get out of this verse is how we need to trust, learn and put our faith in god.
We need to be giving our everything to god, and trusting him to do with it what he wants. (Jeremiah29vs 11)
We need to be stepping out in our faith, stepping out of our comfort zones, even the little things god can see as big things. We need to not waste our time and gods time praying for stuff that we really can do ourselfs.
Our boat is our comfort zone :)
whether you like it or not, if you stay in that boat for too long, it will sink.
we described this as an escelator (cant spell) you either go up or down. Going up would be trusting god and stepping out in faith. Going down would be staying in the boat and not growing at all, just staying the same.
What do you want to do???
I know i want to get out of the boat before i drown or go down, but i also know that its hard too. I'm still on the boat and i'd love to just jump off at any time, and this is where i think i struggle sometimes with my faith, and so did peter in the verse above, Peter only took his eyes off jesus for one second in this passage and immediatley he falls and starts to sink. When we take our eyes off jesus, we immediatley lose our faith and we begin to sink and fall. But peter was the one that stepped out of the boat, the others in the boat were the failures, they were comfortable in the boat, although peter nearly drown he took that step and got off the boat.
Does Failure lead to success?
Are you a risk taker or a comfort seeker?
have a think about it? do you want grow and start your journey with god, its dangerous staying in our comfort zones, youll never see your life moving forward.
Are you ready to jump out of the boat?????
GO FOR IT!!!!!
16th February- Weight Watchers lost= 3pound
whayyyy 6pound in two weeks :)
Wanted to share some stuff with you guys that i was doing last night in our kerith group (house group, study group) If you would like to turn to Matthew14 vs 22-34
Basically what you get out of this verse is how we need to trust, learn and put our faith in god.
We need to be giving our everything to god, and trusting him to do with it what he wants. (Jeremiah29vs 11)
We need to be stepping out in our faith, stepping out of our comfort zones, even the little things god can see as big things. We need to not waste our time and gods time praying for stuff that we really can do ourselfs.
Our boat is our comfort zone :)
whether you like it or not, if you stay in that boat for too long, it will sink.
we described this as an escelator (cant spell) you either go up or down. Going up would be trusting god and stepping out in faith. Going down would be staying in the boat and not growing at all, just staying the same.
What do you want to do???
I know i want to get out of the boat before i drown or go down, but i also know that its hard too. I'm still on the boat and i'd love to just jump off at any time, and this is where i think i struggle sometimes with my faith, and so did peter in the verse above, Peter only took his eyes off jesus for one second in this passage and immediatley he falls and starts to sink. When we take our eyes off jesus, we immediatley lose our faith and we begin to sink and fall. But peter was the one that stepped out of the boat, the others in the boat were the failures, they were comfortable in the boat, although peter nearly drown he took that step and got off the boat.
Does Failure lead to success?
Are you a risk taker or a comfort seeker?
have a think about it? do you want grow and start your journey with god, its dangerous staying in our comfort zones, youll never see your life moving forward.
Are you ready to jump out of the boat?????
GO FOR IT!!!!!
16th February- Weight Watchers lost= 3pound
whayyyy 6pound in two weeks :)
Tuesday, 15 February 2011
Long time, no post!
Things got worse, much worse, but like the saying says it can only get better, well its kind of stayed the same. My life is still on hold, still don't know what im doing, or am going to do!
But i think im just going to see how it goes, the verse jeremiah 29 vs 11 just keeps coming up for me and i think its time i just stick to my faith and follow what god is trying to say, which i dont know what that is!
Two people have given me this verse in the past month or so, and then yesterday i was going through some old boxes underneath my bed and i came across a letter that someone had prayed for me and had written everything down with the verse jeremiah 29 vs 11 clearly stated on there,what does this mean???
The person also wrote:
A picture of a beauitful flower was seen. The flower was open and stood out, but it was being blown around violently. We couldn't help being attracted to the flowers beauty but you could also see how fragile it was in the wind. We felt god saying that his spirit shines from you, but you have a delicate character. Don't let things blow you around but plant your roots in god.
Accept the person god has made you.........Do you see the yourself as god does?
I just wanted to share that with everyone, i had that letter about a year and a half ago, and god is still talking to me about it now, he wont give up on us, no matter what. He'll keep talking to us when we try to ignore, he'll find a way to talk to us.
New news :)
Week 1 in Weight Watchers = Lost 3pounds :)
But i think im just going to see how it goes, the verse jeremiah 29 vs 11 just keeps coming up for me and i think its time i just stick to my faith and follow what god is trying to say, which i dont know what that is!
Two people have given me this verse in the past month or so, and then yesterday i was going through some old boxes underneath my bed and i came across a letter that someone had prayed for me and had written everything down with the verse jeremiah 29 vs 11 clearly stated on there,what does this mean???
The person also wrote:
A picture of a beauitful flower was seen. The flower was open and stood out, but it was being blown around violently. We couldn't help being attracted to the flowers beauty but you could also see how fragile it was in the wind. We felt god saying that his spirit shines from you, but you have a delicate character. Don't let things blow you around but plant your roots in god.
Accept the person god has made you.........Do you see the yourself as god does?
I just wanted to share that with everyone, i had that letter about a year and a half ago, and god is still talking to me about it now, he wont give up on us, no matter what. He'll keep talking to us when we try to ignore, he'll find a way to talk to us.
New news :)
Week 1 in Weight Watchers = Lost 3pounds :)
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