Im back :)

Well im guessing by the title you know that im back :) Im hoping everyone who does get a chance to read is all good and everythings going good with them.
Sorry its been a while guys but i only just realised how bad things have been going in my life, and how so much have changed. I also realised last night that im in a cave and have been for a while, and how im not going to be getting out of it anytime soon, and to be honest with you im quite okay with that.
Just to keep everyone updated, i've taken a year out of uni just to get my feet on the ground and see what it is that god has planned for me. I'm looking for any type of job at the minute, so if anyone does know of any, let me know :). Even though so many things have happened in the past 3 weeks, the person i am coming out of all this mess, never went in as strong as she is now :) and i ave god to thank for all that.
You will never know god is all you need, till god is all you have! Being in the cave means that really you have failed, but if you really think, god has done his best works in caves, you have a chance to be honest with god, every time you make mistakes you learn something from it. So the more mistakes you make, the more you'll learn and the more you won't make those mistakes again.

I just pray now that if your in a cave at this point in your life, dont stress about it too much, focus on god, and never take your eyes off god, trust him all the time and youll be out of that cave before you know it